So we're back from our road trip, it was... right... next subject! The day of my last entry they surprised us with the inspection and appraisal. Everything with our house is perfect. We're moving towards closing on Tuesday! Yay!
So I've been experiencing some things with my pregnancy lately and I'm kind of freaking out. Things are painful. I have 3 separate types of pain. First, Jayden is just getting big and he's heavy. I can feel the weight of him and the pressure it is putting on me, it's not pleasant but it is to be expected and only going to get worse. Second, I've been experiencing a pinching/jabbing pain that I am told is round ligament pain and totally normal since the week of my wedding which was nearly 2 months ago. Last, I am having contractions. It is the only way to explain it. I get a sharp, breath-taking pain that lasts a minute or two then goes away. The more active I am (like packing, cleaning, etc) the worse it gets - at least it happens more frequently. It literally feels like my body is contracting... It is constricting and causing me pain, and it scares me. I know Braxton-Hicks are supposed to be normal, but they aren't supposed to be painful yet and they aren't supposed to be frequent. What I am feeling is both painful and frequent. Now I'm trying to just be patient, I go to the doc on the 7th and I plan on talking to her when I go, I am just a little scared.
Everyone keeps telling me "things are only going to get worse" and this statement is freaking me out. I'm already huge! I am vertically challenged, I have no torso, I knew I was gonna get big... but I can't imagine my poor stomach stretching out any further than it already has... Sleeping is getting difficult, he's heavy inside of me and it just hurts.... And like I said earlier, he's heavy and I can feel his weight as he grows... All of this is "only going to get worse!" Holy S*** are you serious??? I am freaking out a bit! lol
I just hope that my family understands and loves me when it comes to moving day... I am realizing more and more that I can't do a whole lot. I feel a bit worthless and helpless... I just have a really hard time giving up control and letting other people do everything for me! Poor me, what a sad little post. I guess i just needed to get this off my chest lol. I'll write a happier post next time :)
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Ha Ha well your right on the "it's only going to get worse" statement. It pretty much is one of the hardest things EVER to go through! You just need to take it easy and let people help you! I know it sucks but you don't want things to get worse! I had Ligament pain too so I feel ya on that one! Hard to walk it hurts so bad? Yeah not fun at all.. But it does get better, the very second you see your baby you would do it all over again.. It probably the coolest thing EVER!!
Ahh this does help. I know that it's going to get worse (so hard for me to imagine myself getting any bigger than I already am! lol). Feeling my child really is amazing though, I am definitely intrigued by pregnancy! haha.
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